''Mark Twain, maybe too profound, but his statements for the most part are true.''

''Anger is an acid that can do more harm to the vessel in which it is stored than to anything on which it is poured.''

•◄DON'T BE ANGRY...forgive, listen, learn, teach, LOVE►•

Felt Free (Only For A Moment)

I yearn for inspiration
Wish I could feel the rain
  in the window pane
This day here
At this very moment
  sends me little inspiration
But the SUN
  awakens my cold cracked skin from the harsh
  arctic air
The wind doesn't even nip
It caresses.
LIKE that rose in June ; ]

I still yearn for inspiration
  maybe a death or two ?
Maybe a plague of some sort
A friends betrayal?
A lovers rejection?
I suppose
I want those things to never happen
  but inspiration is my drug
I need a word to suffice..a song to lift me up..or drag me down..I NEED INSPIRATION!!!!!!
I need it for survival
Why so empty?
I feel half empty then half full
Sensations of an unemployed enterprise
An earthquake of destruction..
I'm a water logged tsunami waiting for eruption..
BUILDING TENSION INSIDE..

Wish I had inspiration
  to carry me though
I understand it comes and goes
  but please inspiration
  come back home soon

I'm a caged bird caught in the wind
Can't move with out words flowing through my head
Sentences through my veins...
PAIN in my fingertips..
OHH it feels so nice.

How free I felt at this moment.

The Stealing Breeze

Blows on the stealing breeze

ambitious lustful dreams

   seizing important opportunities

monogamous single sessions

LOVE

   OF

     LIFE

and a life of a LOVER

transparent thoughts

  ambiguous laughter

CORRUPT #'s

 of lost

    insanities

comfort and knowledge of

  TRUTH
    BEAUTY &
        LOVE

confrontations with a taste

OF ROCK BOTTOM

NO1 believes

she contemplates but shakes her luxurious curls
The wind steals everything

   NOTHING is saved

     or even put away for later

LIGHT hits my face

a strong achievement
I WILL push forward

   like a rose in June

I have grammar of another world
a brain that thinks of things like
NO OTHER

I can steal the prize

NO I'm gonna make

  A PRIZE

one day you'll see

I will have my own constellations
I space my
    brain
and then it's clear
I will have a home in the stars
POETRY you are my future LOVE
IT'S as real as can be sanity at last
I will die knowing I created spectacular dreams

The Greatest Thing I Have Learned

''FORGIVENESS is giving up the HOPE that could 
have been different. ''

◄• Influence •►

 Under influence.
UNDER creativity.
PINK-FLOYD fills my void.
MIRACLES of preparation have begun.
FORESEEINGFORESEEING..and knowing and believing..THE LIFE
that
is
DISTILLLLLED.
it creeps and mangles you inside ...WORKING like chloride.
let
your heart : ) guide your way,.
in ways..it tells of a journey then any soul
 could go.
Painful existence..endorphins you never known.
Heart pumping desires..
faithful enterprises.


CONQUERING your dream..
and seeing the future..
FORETELLING prophecy's..
and miraculous (new)tendencies.


ha.
Im writing for the will of writing..
UNDER an influence of REALITY..ahhah.
SICKNESS of words Im diagnosed with..
SO tempting to bind my words in such rhyming technique.
ITs fulfilling..
ICOULD write for days..and DIE with OH so wonderful dreams.
MY LIFE..defined by these..
poems.
OH how i wonder..who this new fame BEING will be.
I will rise above it ..
I will stand for something..
I WILL BE A LEGEND.
I will LOVE.
and be kind..
sometime.?
HARDER..so hard...
BUT IM ME. I can be the one who says it all..and does it all.
THE ONE who practices what he preaches.
Im elected.
by the force of GOD alone..


SO tonight..ill rest my mind.
for im writing unseen things..
unplanned motives.
ITS INTOXICATING.
to read then interpret..
IM two different people
READING..believing
WRITING..psychologically its combined
I hesitate to MAKE a sound.
for its mine.
BUT I LIKE A JUDGE..
a viewer of all shapes and sizes and colors alike..


SO 2night a resting time..CHEERS 2resting my SLEEPLESS MIND.
another oh so important goal..
tonight it will be..an easy night.
UNDER the influence among the least.
BUT it works.
I need work.
WDFORDY
to fix many squeaks.


I SAY under an influence:: LIVE STRONG. ; ]
and be spontaneous.!
Ill do it that way..till death do I part !!!
:
remember me ..even after time.

`ROBBIE.

•PLAY & READ |•| DREAM |•|

 Dream
Listen
MOVE
progress
BE
all that you can be..
SING with all your heart..
CLIMB
the biggest bean stalk.
FLY
as high as the most powerful note.
SLOW
like a CAGED BIRD
see
LIKE THERE IS NO TOMORROW
live for you
the fourth right
INSPIRE
look into the mirror
SEE profound hypocrisy's
Admire yourself
 FEEL
SMELL
TOUCH
live
TRUTH
beauty
LOVE !!!!!!!!!
TASTE IT..
EMBRACE IT.
DIE FOR IT.
Nothing is less 
when you feel everything.

My Inspiration----►'' NOTHING WILL WORK, IF YOU DON'T DO'' - Maya Angelou

She is the inspiration for this blog. I came across this unknown women (to me), while watching an extraordinary show called, 'Master Class' on the Oprah Winfrey Network (OWN). This literally changed my life...this women; you should be happy you can live in her time. Maya Angelou has been through turbulent life lessons. Rape, Depression, Solitude, War, MLK...many events have taken shape through out this woman's life. She is a true Master at what she does and is. If you ever have a change of heart, or just curious, read up on her, you will not be disappointed.

INDIVIDUALITY ‼ ♥ This is what the world needs, inspirational figures. !

'Randol MC' sporting the Gaga look...Individuality in my opinion is one of the most attractive traits..it sets you apart from others...'Lady GaGa' does her thing...and even with them having the same pose,...Individuality is clearly seen between the two. All in its own,...it deserves to be shown.
       

This Explains it's Self ••••► !!!!

A Separate Thought__''my mind alone has leaks and tweaks of abandonment''...

This is a poem from a very, very respected friend...I'm sure you can relate...

My father, my father why do you cry? My father, my father why those thoughts of suicide? Is it I who has pushed you to this dreary dark end, where have I failed you in my role as the son of a MAN. But now to ponder would soon be a failure for I know some fault lies in my fancy behavior. My lisp, my talk, my manner of speech, my movement, my walk, my mannerisms. The way I hold my fork when I eat. The way I talk to boys on the street. In the darkest closet my secrets I kept, in the crevices of my mind my feelings would rest. The rising and fall of my chest heavy with the burden of your distress. So distant from me was the core of your existence, so far was your presence that I have never known its essence. Question never answered is question never posed. My father, my father why do I feel so alone. Womb is bond to my mother, words build bridges with my sisters and my brothers, energies draw together friends but with my father there was no beginning and there will be no end. Selfish action understood makes for judgment never used. Mere childish reasoning lead to fear and doubt, a man’s perspective knowledge brought about. Grace be given and faith restored, hope forever brimming at our door. To recognize the hurt induced to validate the pain produced is what this son has asked of you. Insane ideas, ridiculous requests, demoralizing demands, preposterous threats. Fragmented images of a past that was never clear, unremembered traumas from a destiny I feared, help me piece it all together, help me through this stormy weather, hold my hand when I am scared, hold me tight to know you’re there. Guilt personified for self-gratification, blame that shields you no protection. Doubt that binds you to a time when perplexed was the shape of your paradigm. The truth that walks between our stories stretching out its arms to lead us to Father and Son glory. Defenses up, safety was priority, guard the heart from further attack, keep the child at arms length and never let him go to bat. The child is shelled inside this man and he is crying to this day, my father, my father, why do I cry? My father, my father why these thoughts of suicide?

Jesus Reyna

3:49 AM----Thinking Time.

I dream of a gift
That only You can supply
How happy that gift makes me...
I galvanize with GLEE...

Driving..
giggling to myself...
I began to inherit the truth..
I knew the imprudent thought would make me less attractive to you
but
I felt the truth come un-done.

I challange myself..
to make a shot...
To overcome that adversity that plagues my every step..
To USE my gift I so think I'd receive
giggling to myself..
I Know it could be..

''Why does the caged bird sing'', as Maya Angelou said...
''Why does the world hate
and dictate?'' as the poetnamedRobbie says..
Is it so large it has to be perceived and mocked as if there's no turn about ?
SAD

But i feel a breeze... a giddy event erupted from my insides...
I felt the LIFE come through me...
I felt like every person should feel
I can live once more...

Tomorrow is a possible step..
OH how much we all go through...
I listen and learn and hopefully overturn
  pointless things..
Things that will drag you down..and
   in the end once more It'll be obscured..
No Holocaust would, could, or ever compare..

It's time...Whoever is coming..
JOIN ME
on this ride...
This lyrical movement...
This demonstration of freedom and true life..

& my gift after all will  be mine..haha how prudent am I ; )

I AM - by Christina Aguilera •LISTEN-RELATE•

We all deserve  to be taken as we are....We are all amazing people......We all can be anything.

One of my Favortie Quotes from ''Legion'', so profound.

When God chose your kind as the object of His love, I was the first in all of heaven to bow down before you. My love, my hope for mankind was no less than His. But I have watched you trample that gift. I have watched you kill each other over race and greed... waging war over dust and rubble and the words in old books. And yet, in the midst of all this darkness, I see some people who will not be bowed. I see some people who will not give up, even when they know all hope is lost. Some people, who realize being lost is so close to being found.

•Find your favorite music..listen to the words, the melody...music has helped my life...It has made me stronger, check out Adele's New Hit,  'Rollin in the Deep'.  It's on her 2011 Album called _21_; This is a song that makes me think...I am one of a kind...and so are you : )

''It's Dust...?''

LOVE one another !!! PEACE please ??? 
        •why so hard to get ?
        •why so unethical now-a-days ?
   
        •why so reluctant to try ?

THIS WORLD ---- is a symbolic plague.
    ►masters of illusion
     ►government graffiti
     ► NO moral standards...... what have we become, what will we become, WHY CANT WE CHANGE, WHY CANT WE LOVE...?   (ask yourself_)...

A (Perfect) Life Quote

"There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you." - Maya Angelou

NOW MY THOUGHT

''Express yourself, find a friend and let it all out...Find someone who will never judge you, who will love you for you, and will feel whatever pain or happiness your going through'' - Robbie Watson

F%&K YOU ! -this was to my love.............relate ?

embodying the truth.
payin it forward?
screeching to a halt.
i don't know you..
nor care for you..
its critical its magnifying
I DONT WANT YOUUOOoooo.!
the wind howls..growling with my anger.
i want it to stop.
come forth at least...leave me be but first come forth
these people..
know nothing...but i see -->U.
u do_love_me.
READ MA LIPSSSssss
U_DO_LOVE_meeeE.
whether this twisted apparel u seem to have an issue with..
it is real
& the bleeding love we have is THERE.
play it...
twist it
re-incarnate it...
BUT FOR WHAT EVER IT WAS...it was real.
  once & maybe twice.
..i kno it.
but im lost now..
beckoning for the truth..
the DEVILS ADVOCATE IS WHAT I WOULD LIKE TO PLAY
but not even the strength i have can manage vengeance.
the strength i have, is for my laughter..to heal and grow.
to smile..
and realize your nothing..
ma strength goes to that.
ANTHONY.SERGIO.FRANK.EDDY.
who ever u areeee.
u never conquered me...i broke your chains..i twisted them around u so tight..
your in them now.
FUCK YOU>

-Robbie Watson

EVIL OR ART ? ''Marilyn Manson'' I say ART !!! What CHA think ?

What if u walked the road of shame and yet were filled with the knowledge to overcome such. What if you walked this earth  knowing the truth about it all. Feeling every dragging aspect of it. Always under minding the good, the bad, the in between. Harassing the facts of life... I wish I knew the answer for it..and I am quit aware no one else does but him. I ask for it..he shows me constantly..but I am so caught up in this LIFE.. this test. This dragging test. It's humiliating how week I have become. How powerful I can be. I've used such strength for other things..meaningless substitutes. I am smart. My intelligence is rained for something else. I know the answer to the test. I score so low on every question, I feel like I have walked my green mile. I want it to happen already. The all mighty comes and rains. I want it to happen. To see where I'll stand. I'm in love with this world..the feeling of this world..the sensations of this world. I'm in love with the people of this world. I feel for them. I am them. Yet the truth plays over in my head over and over again. It never stops. Every night when I go to sleep I think about the same thing. It's impossible not to think about the something that u are well aware of. I like knowing these things. Its comforting. I just want to be accepted unto him. I want Him to know that I am struggling..and I'm sure he knows..i talk a lot to him. But I want some kind of visiting or vision or dream. I hear so many stories of average people with dreams. Why not give a capable person knowing of his coming a little taste of whats to come? In Jesus name I pray..if this is too much to ask..forgive me.. I am just a thoughtless soul..help me see...In Jesus name I pray. AMEN. I do not believe I am asking for too much..I'm just asking for something not many people ask for..and I do not know if that is the cause of my lacking sight. I am blessed to be living and having time to change..it is a mighty struggle everyday. I am blessed to have His protection..and many others around me. This is just a mindless note..under some random conversation I was having with some random person..haha. Now I'm transferring. ♥♥♥ -Robbie Watson

LOVE•••

Passionate enterprises...
Walking along the beach..
NO grain of sand is lost.

Intimate influences..
Moving pictures till dawn..
feeling every heart beat that passes between each other.

Obscure thoughts
NO thoughts are correct..
LOVE is misconstrued.

[BUT that's the best thing, you become stupid, you follow your heart,,you breathe only for them, you become each other..You feel like no other..LOVE becomes misconstrued---to your liking ; ]

Trembling desires.
unrecognizable touches and feelings and AIR born hearts
Earthquakes through out the body.

Fornicating ideas
Weak knees..
Bleeding hearts..rectifiable play

All because.,
of  lOVE.
Matchbook personalities..
Die for one another..
Fight for one another..
U and HIM/HER against the world.
FIND LOVE...and feel again...
feel like you have never felt before..SMILE at every breeze that passes your cheek,
Feel every drop of sanity you WILL possess.

If you do not love...

LIFE has no meaning..
no constant pleasure..
NO amazing 'eye site'
IF you do not try..
you cant say YOU have lived.
Because if you dont try to love..
then well,
u never have lived at all.

SEarching...

-Robbie Watson