Irrevocably Consumed

I know now 
We weren't writtin' in the 
   stars 
The one's gallantly gathering 
Beautifully gleaming 
  
Gloomy days 
Rotten away 
An angel covered in ash 
Shaken anew  
Wings sprayed array  
  
You thought I lost 
  something 
When the truth came anew  
Thought I was so hypnotized 
  in your symphonic gaze 
haha 
Such an asinine child you are 
  with a sloppy face 
  
Once was my rock 
My gold plated armor 
Now similar to a  
  fossilized plant  
A potent sin stuck in a eulogy  
With a whiff of the law and attraction 
  
I know now something I hadn't 
  before... 
How to read the stars 
A revelation of the 4th kind 
  
Being aware will suit you well 
You see the smile I spread? 
It's silently masquerading  
   just for you  
A ball all in it's own 
Hand made masks describing  
  every word said between me and you 
  
I am so content 
Like a pussy willow on a warm summers 
   sunny spreading rayful day 
Summertime sadness someone once refrained 
  from thinking  
My 4th kind pleasantly glimpsing  
   a second or two 
  
For now I will contend with this  
Truth 
For without  
I cannot sin ; )  
  
.....So irrevocably consumed.. 
  
-Robbie Watson